These last 6 six have been ridiculous in how busy they have been and the number of life changes they have brought about. I had a baby, we moved into a new apartment and now my husband has lost his job so we are both back on the job search. Life is incredibly stressful! I hate the thought of having to take a job myself because I love being a stay-at-home mom and I desperately want to be able to breastfeed my son and be there for my daughter. However, I'm feeling it's my responsibility to do what this family needs, so if I get a job before my husband does I'll work at least until he gets one.
I have been out of the workforce for several years now, so the idea of returning to a full-time job outside of the house is very daunting. I have to admit that I am very nervous about the idea and that at least a part of me is hoping that my husband will get one before me.
School has been really hard for me these last few weeks with all the things that have been going on at home. It is near to impossible for me to dedicate the mental energy that these classes deserve, but at the same time I have no choice; I do not see failure of a class as an option. So I will push through and do my best and hope that this will not ruin my GPA.
Heidi
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